Why am I so poor?

I had almost 800 dollars when I went to Minnesota.
I spent about 100.
I gave almost 300 to Travis, for help with gas, hotel rooms, food, etc.
300 went to rent, 150 this month, 150 next month.
The last 100 I spent on food.
Yes, it all disappeared completely and I have yet to pay my 200 for health insurance.
I promised to keep some to pay for books in the fall.
Apparently I will not be able to do anything of that nature.
Also, I'm still going through a tissue box every few days because I am so allergy-crazed, but I cannot afford pricey drugs.
Hopefully, because all my classes are English classes, I can find them on Thriftbooks.
Hopefully, because I have a job that starts in August, and I have a little job now that never gives me hours, I can get me some money.
Hopefully, I will get money from the government because I'm crazy poor, and I'm a college student.

Sometimes I have to write posts like this just so I can honestly look at how much money I have spent.